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In these days many people notice that I put on some weight, and yes I do, after the covid I must admit I put on some weight. People after that talk a lot about my body, like oh my god how much you eat? You eat too much? You think to go back to the gym or start a diet? You was pretty before etc... And I think ufff none 9f your business. I am ok this way and u honestly don't care what people think about but as a always slim person I can feel now on my skin how it's difficult to be a no zero size. And it's really bad how people treat you and how they judge your body. Like is their business but it's not.
My body my choice, by the way initially when people start complaining about my new look I felt so lost and confuse, why strangers need to tell me that I am fat? And initially I felt also ugly, wrong, guilty if I eat too much, than I realize these thoughts were like poison I love to eat and I am healthy so way ten or fifteen kilos more make me less sexy and cute? Why I feel less sexy and cute. I had these feelings and I found them so wrong. I don't know if I will be back slim or not because I usually don't have take care of my weight, I talk about it with some friends and I discover that most of my female friends are really worried about their bodies, most of them are on hard diet and they always feel ugly. I am tired of this sensation, I am not ugly, I am cool also with my more kilos and I don't want feel pain for my weight until it became un healthier. Like Sophia Loren said I d rather eat wine and pasta than be a size zero.
Originally posted here: https://hive.blog/health/@noemilunastorta/accepting-our-body
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